Heaven opens up to those who believe in it. It is not where things end or begin, it's where things become clear. Everyday I dream of heaven, when will I find it, where and how. Fears, uninvited thoughts, mixed up emotions, uncertainty haunt me. I take a step forward to the ladder then take a step back...I don't know where to begin, how far and how high I can go, the clouds blind my steps as I walk up the heaven stair case, and I trip and fall. Though heaven is out of my reach but it is always a part of my dream, and always in my heart. Then I realize...to find heaven is to find me, to reach for heaven is to reach for me, I am my heaven!
